So, apparently owning your home is a lot of work. Every day I am learning about all the new things that need to be taken care of. Not the mention the fact that we will have about 20 boxes to unpack. We are so happy to have our own home I feel so blessed and it is something I have dreamed about for a long time. And while some of our dreams are coming true we are also living a nightmare. One of our family members is terminally ill and Zane and I are devastated. Some days I get sad and cry about it, some times I pretend its not happening and some days I keep myself so busy I don't know whats going on.
Knowing that someone you love is sick and suffering is a terrible feeling. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and if I could take away some of her pain I certainly would. On the bright side she is going to come see our house and I am so happy she will get to see it. I am also praying that Zane and I will have millions of happy and healthy times here in our new home.
