So, I am writing my first blog post from the hospital. I came into the hospital today with severe pain in my left calf muscle. So far I have had hydromorphine, percocet benadryl and 4 units of plasma! I have no idea how I am still awake! I am relieved to be in the hospital and on my way to getting better but I must say I am depressed to have to be spending my long weekend in the hospital. All of my friends are out tonight and I was suppose to be there and Zane and I were going to go out to celebrate out 5 year anniversary. I guess I shouldn't be that upset, this is by no means the first time I have sat out on fun events but I guess no matter how many times it happens it still hurts. I also don't have as much family and friend support here in Calgary. And the fact that I still do not have a job doesn't help anything either. I guess I will go and have a Dixie cup and hope that things look better in the morning!