Bleedy Swan

So, I am watching Black Swan and it reminds me of my dancing days! When I was a little girl my grandmother signed me up for dancing lessons, I took one class, got a bleed and was never allowed to go back!
I was very disappointed at the time but dancing was probably not the best activity for me.
This pattern has happened over and over throughout my life. I try something, I get a bleed, I quit.
I keep getting back up and trying again but lately I have been wondering how many times and I get back up smile and try again?
The only thing I can be sure of is that I will get sick again to some capacity and I must admit it is discouraging.
Never the less, I am currently job searching for something in my field. I would love to work in something to do with Hemophilia, sadly, there aren't a lot of jobs in this field. For now, I will keep volunteering and try to keep a smile on my face!